... and then the wheels came off
I've done pretty darn good, but tonight I was done with it. I felt like I'd gotten out of this what I needed after 25 days so I ate a piece of pizza, had a glass of wine, and a few bites of ice cream. I failed in the sense that this is day 26, but overall, I felt like I learned what I needed to learn here. I think I'll go back to clean until Thursday.
It's not like I got cravings and I just couldn't take it... I easily could have stayed on the clean... I just didn't have the desire to anymore. It was weird. I'm not going to beat myself up... I feel like I did pretty darn good and I can still go the next 4 clean if I want. That would still be 30 out of 31 days, except that time I had dairy in my salad dressing.
So there you have it. Accountability means you have to tell the truth!
It's not like I got cravings and I just couldn't take it... I easily could have stayed on the clean... I just didn't have the desire to anymore. It was weird. I'm not going to beat myself up... I feel like I did pretty darn good and I can still go the next 4 clean if I want. That would still be 30 out of 31 days, except that time I had dairy in my salad dressing.
So there you have it. Accountability means you have to tell the truth!
I wouldn't say the wheels came off. You may have slipped but you kept it minimal. You didn't eat an entire pizza and drain a 6 pack with a gallon of ice cream. You still demonstrated self control.
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